My entire house is a huge kitty litter box

One of the reasons I haven´t been writing a lot here lately (except for the fact that I forgot my username and password...) is that I have been extremely busy trying to keep the house from converting into a huge kitty litter box... It´s gotten completely out of hand! My cats show their discontent with my frequent travels by constantly finding new places to leave their little marks... Like just under the computer! I hate that!! I don´t notice the smell at first, because it is really faint, but if I sit still long enought, my brain finally has time to process all the external information, and I realize that the damned creatures have actually peed, not only under, but on the computer... What am I suppsed to do?!

On the other hand, I´m getting to be so used to this now, so I don´t even break down in tears any longer when I realize what has happened, I just calmly get my special perfumed wipes, and take care of the mess, because I do love my little cats anyway.

It´s been a long and strange winter - and at times I have been so sad I thought I would never get out of it. But now, suddenly, it feels like I can live again - I don´t need to cry for an hour before I can get started, and (I don´t know if I dare to say this... I might get punished by I don´t know whom or what, but it does feel sort of risky...) I actually feel great most of the time!

Maybe it was really worth going through all the shit that came my way last year? Maybe I don´t need to feel miserable most of the time?

Happiness? Something for me...?

What a concept!

What will happen to my grumpiness if this state continues?