It´s over - and I´m still alive

I did it - and I survived. It was even sort of fun to edit the documentary - once I got started. But it was exhausting! Anyway, it´s over now - and not only the documentary. Maybe I can now finally leave the '70 behind and get on with my life without continuously having to reexamine things that happened 30 years ago. And maybe I can also accept the fact that I am 47, and even though it sucks to realize that life passes so damned fast, it also feels good to know from experience that even if I might feel like shit right now, it will pass... It always does. (And if I wake up in the morning with an undetermined feeling of sadness - which has been the case for most of the month of May - I just cry until it feels a bit better, and go on with my day. Because I know that I won´t cry forever, and the pain will go away - eventually... )