Life is a party

I don´t seem to find the time to write anything at all this summer - partly because I´m too busy having parties in my garden... (as you can see)

[And of course, another reason is that I don´t have any paid vacation time, so I´m trying to work. Which I don´t. But I should.]

The cats don´t do much in the litter box right now. They do it outside.

And I have finally gotten rid of last winter´s cat pee and cat shit (and 6 months old cat blood...) from inside the house.

And I also seem to have gotten rid of some mental shit that has been bothering me for a while.

Actually, I have a lot of non-kitty litter related things I could tell, but not now. Because I am too lazy...

I just want to enjoy the long and summer nights while I can - soon enough we will have darkness and snow again.

(Not that I want to think about it, but it´s a fact)

The picture where you can see the water tower was taken yesterday evening at about 11.30 p.m - and there was also a very nice rainbow...

It´s over - and I´m still alive

I did it - and I survived. It was even sort of fun to edit the documentary - once I got started. But it was exhausting! Anyway, it´s over now - and not only the documentary. Maybe I can now finally leave the '70 behind and get on with my life without continuously having to reexamine things that happened 30 years ago. And maybe I can also accept the fact that I am 47, and even though it sucks to realize that life passes so damned fast, it also feels good to know from experience that even if I might feel like shit right now, it will pass... It always does. (And if I wake up in the morning with an undetermined feeling of sadness - which has been the case for most of the month of May - I just cry until it feels a bit better, and go on with my day. Because I know that I won´t cry forever, and the pain will go away - eventually... )